Jukai ist ein Song, der ein sehr ernstes Thema anspricht. Ich schrieb die Lyrics dafür und sang die Stimme, während ein Freund die Musik machte. Hier die Lyrics:
Somehow I am not sure
How long I can endure
This nagging hurt
I feel disturbed
And restless
This ambit looks like a mess
This forlorn space is full of dust
One single gust would be enough
To blow away
a hopeless decay
Nothing will ever be good again
Even if you'd say 'Sorry' for countless times
It is about the things you said
Your tongue has hurt me gruff and bad
How does it feel to be a slayer?
Or are you just a deranged player?
Let me know, so that I can let go
Still lying on the scruffy ground
Breathing in and hearing the sound
Knowing that I'm still alive
I want to bend this gory knife
That tears right through my wrist
When I'm hoping for a sudden twist
But nothing will ever change
Don't have the strength to rearrange
Nothing will ever be good again
Even if you'd say 'Sorry' for countless times
It is about the things you said
Your tongue has hurt me gruff and bad
How does it feel to be a slayer?
Or are you just a deranged player?
Let me know, so that I can let go
My lungs are filled with air
Want to go anywhere
As long as I can move me feet
Capable to feel my heart beat
But there are many pains
Are rushing through my veins
Acting like cancer
That eats up me
Why did you do all that to me?